Tuesday, October 29, 2013

sadness of love

Honey I want you to know that during this time you struggled with sleep while your daddy was away. I am hoping that this resolves its self with time, but as of now you sleep the most soundly when daddy is home...11hrs one night and a 2hr nap!!! You even sometimes wimper in your sleep the night that daddy leaves. It is so painful on all of us and this now gives you full power to through it back in our faces when you have issues when you are older, but deep your heart know that dad and i thought that we made the right decision and that we will continue to search for what is right for all of us. You are so important to you and we love you so very much. Just this early AM, which could be considered last night we 3 sat in your rocking chair just holding you letting you know how much we love you. Dad and I are a strong unit of love and we are always here for you. I want you to see us laughing and holding hands like you did on Saturday morning after you slept-over at Bubbys- you just looked so happy to see your parents together and smiling. I hope that you will realize during this year since you get a zillion more skills each day, and as you get older that even when we are apart we always love each other and will forever and always love you. JB, this parenting thing is hard, but I wouldn't change it for the world please just remember that we are always learning and growing and we will keep trying to be the best that we can be.
looking into the possibility of you being allergic to strawberries.
JB line: i picked you up from school and asked how was your day at school...you responded..."have a good day at work?" you were NOT parroting back you are getting the concept and you are not even 2...I am brought to tears everyday when i see your talent, love, empathy, happiness and just watch my baby turn into your own beautiful person. I love you! Just to brag: we were reading Brown Bear and you told me that I missed a page and you were RIGHT!!!

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