Saturday, October 18, 2014

San Jose

My little love,

It has been many months since I wrote on our blog. We moved to San Jose...we left San Diego and started our great adventure in a new city. So much has changed: we lived in a hotel for 2wks, moved into a great new home, you got a big-girl bed, you started a new school, daddy started a cleanse and has lost a lot of weight, and I submitted my paperwork for the Internship number, created a new mom's support group and started to network. We really hit the ground running! You have been an amazing trouper through all of the changes.
Tonight was special as tonight daddy and I put you to bed. We both snuggled in your bed to read stories and sing songs. I love watching you with him and I love getting to hold you at the same time. We have about 8wks left till your little brother or sister arrives and I want to cherish this time when it it is just the 3 of us. We are working hard to help you feel safe with daddy putting you to sleep and helping you instead of just me. He has started to take you to ice class, which is so neat and even got to drop you off at school. You are the most precious thing to us, which is why you are only in school 3 days per week and we will figure out an interesting work plan for me you are only little once and I want to be present. I am working hard to be the mom that I know I am capable of being. It takes a lot of work and patience. I learn so much from you everyday and you push me in new ways. You are so outgoing that I have to be prepared to be extroverted when we go on walks as there are no strangers in your little blue eyes. You have a million questions and I don't always have the answer which leads you to even more questions. June you are my light and my greatest struggle. I don't think I understood how hard yet amazing being a parent is.
You are resilient, insightful, fun, loving, kind, caring, funny and beautiful both inside and out. I am so lucky to have such a wonderful 2yr and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you in it. I love you forever. I like you for always. Forever and Always my baby you will be.
*And we now have at least 1 tea party every day*
You wanted your mani and pedi to match your ladybug costume! This was all you kiddo! You are so creative!

After our first nature walk in SJ...I love how much you love me. I can't believe you tell me you love me and give me kisses and hugs everyday. I am such a lucky mama!

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