You have been amazing putting up with me since August. I have not been the mother, wife, student or friend that I would like to be, but baby we are almost done. I can't wait to walk across the stage with you in my arms in 1 month. I can't wait to turn in my last assignment on May 7 and just be a working mom. I promise to live more in the moment because it is only these moments, which make up our life and i want to look back with no regrets. We have been reading Good Night Moon again and I all keep thinking about to is when you moved down your room around 6-8m and i would nurse you to sleep reading that book. It would be dark, just the two of us as you drifted off to sleep snuggling and suckling. We have grown so much together and it makes me sad that a lot of of you precious first 2yrs on this beautiful earth have been with a mom who is not present and has a temper. I will work on taking deep breaths and accepting what life has to give to me. I want to be happy for myself and for you. I can't begin to tell you how much of a gift you are and I don't want a day to go by without you knowing how much you are loved, cared for and how special you are. This world is yours...i just want to help provide the foundation for you to thrive.
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| down by the bay...where it all started. |
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