Day 1

June,
today was the first day that it was just the 2 of us. We have spent the last month the three of us for 24/7. Yet, for the past few weeks I have been in a lot of classes and recently attended a training for 36hrs away from you. It was a great expierence, but I missed you so very much. It was so nice spending the whole day together, which something that we had not been able to do in a very long time.
You were wonderful going to class with me and attending you first afternoon swim class. We managed to have a nice dinner just the two of us, but it will take some practice on my end to make that run more smoothly.
It was so cute watching you talk with dad on the computer. i will never forget your little lip quizer as he said goodnight. You two became so close over the past month that he was home it was absolutly amazing to see.
I look forward to getting into the flow of this new schedule as I am so sad and anxious for the future. I want to be the best mom that I can and give you best life possible. I hope that we are making good decisions, but all that really matters is that you know that we love you so much and are doing the best that we can.
I will find the best way that I know how to get you ready for pre-school next week and for having only a mom at home while still growing your relationship with your dad who is doing the best he can to provide and care for us. I look forward to finding our rythem, days full of smiles, morings cuddeling in bed, treasuring the weekends together and watching you continue to grow into an amazing compastionate little lady. I am so madly in love with you my pip-squeek- there is no one else who i would prefer to share in this journy.