what a Sunday...1 hr nap and a crazy park monster makes for an interesting day. I kept you in a diaper as you have stopped wanting to tell me when you need to go on the potty- yesterday was just awful and today I was frustrated when you peed on the floor once. There is NO need for me to be frustrated at you...it is all me. I do however wonder what has made you change your mind about using the potty, is it b/c daddy is gone, is it the new house or are you just not ready to take on so many changes. Giving you your freedom means that I need to charged and minimize the unnecessary frustrations like you going pee on the couch...looks like we are both stubborn ladies!
I worked on filling up my battery and went for a walk just thinking about my intention for these next months together. How can I honor you and myself while we both take on so many new things. It is going to be a balancing act that I hope will allow me to follow my dreams and provide you with a strong foundation. I know that I will do many things to hurt you and mess you up through the years, but hopefully evenings at the park with friends followed by a yummy dinner and bath with Riva and others like her will provide you with a sense of security and love. You did have your nurse milk b/f bed, which was nice. Sending you loving thoughts and lots of positive energy as I lay in bed listening to the monitor while you sleep peacefully in your bed. May I wake up fresh for a fun day at the zoo and a productive nap time to finish up my paper! Sweetest dreams my June bug...
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