ice cream...you scream

Our first saturday night was just perfect. I never thought that grocery shopping finished with sharing a mini cup in the parking lot would be so wonderful. You wanted to hold the cup and use your own spoon. Something so small made me realize how fast you are growing up while at the same time how much you still need me. Sometimes I get frustrated by you needing me, but then when you are not around and don't ask for me I feel so alone. I hope that for these next few months and for the rest of our time together and can take a breath with each demand of me and find the beauty in being needed by my LO while helping to guide you as you grow your own wings. I love you so much...even when you wake me at 530 for your nurse milk. Never stop asking for me...I will always be there.