It is such a great way to start the day knowing that you are looking forward to school and seeing me off, but it is also one of the hardest things seeing how big you are getting. This was my first day away from you all day. You finally napped for 2 whole hrs at school! I really thought that I would miss you SO much for than I did. I mean I did miss you, my breasts ached for you, I didn't know what to do with all that time to study, socialize and go to class, but I could not wait to get home to you. By 7pm I was crying for you and so unsure how our reunion would be. You were excited to see me as I you. We sat and snuggled and talked with dad, which was so nice.
I look forward to seeing how we get into a routine. I can't wait to spend most of the day together tomorrow and all day Sunday. I just hope that this time away from each other will be beneficial
and our bond will still remain strong. I need you to know that I am doing my best: snuggle and or books in the morning, holding you, nursing you and loving on you as much as I can while taking care of myself, our family and not getting too stressed so that I can be present with out getting frustrated. There is no reason for me to be frustrated with you as you are just a baby- you will always be my child, which is why I am hear to take care of you always and forever.
you asked to paint during breakfast...and here you are working so hard
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